That ever cross my mind
I thought I was happy since people that I care the most was leaving without a single trace in my life. I have fought for everything to get happiness back in my life. I sacrifice so much. But that doesn’t work out that way, or at least that is cross my mind.
I can give my friends a million fake smile. But every time I try, it feels like i feel my own vomit. It hurts me and at the end of the day i feel sorry and sick to my self. Sometimes I feel life is unfair. But they say life is too good if you feel that way.
Or maybe I never love myself from the start.
I never lost something big like this, something that I thought that could be forever, something that really hurt my heart, and tearing it to pieces. When I try to fix it, to put it together again I don’t have anyone to hang on, because all I have was you.
